God I hate this feeling!!! Wanting to curl up and die!!!

With things looking worse for me as regards to work and my income halved, I couldn't do any worse!!! BUT KIDA HAVE!!!!
Having no-one to go out with at weekends I feel soooo alone right now!! And fella has picked up on this!! MAN just wana go out n meet peeps!!! LOL Think night life around here isnt as ope to chatting as it is in stafford... And its all new to me here so kinda have to be more cautious around me...! Not a nice feeling having to keep an eye open around you when all you wana do is have fun and get to meet peeps! but it's all good though.. just got to get used to this new place nightlife wise and see how it goes I guess...

evan if my friends who I know through my fella don't wana go out... Which most don't... I will go alone... Have a bottle of bubbly waiting for me at a club since FEB!!! so will drink that and head bk hm... If meet new ppl, and get along will hang with them for a bit n go... if they wana do it again, give number and head off lol iv done it all before tbh.. and know when ppl wana blow me off... n if they genuinly wana hook up again! So it's a case of let's Get Partying!!!!!

It is now gone up to $0.13 and going strong!!! and having being online all day I have made a profit of $0.04... Not much but for doing nothing but turning on my laptop and letting it automatically connect to the internet... I say that is something for NOTHING!!!! LMAO!!! And all I can say is that the way things are going over the weekends... all day being on and not turning it off.. I could get up to $1.00 around 6-8days... that is just the weekends!!! as for work!!

I am on early in the morning.. from 9-11.40am then after work from 10-12/1am so they can make me extra and get me there a little quicker... but if it wasnt for my laptop being in my room I would have it on all the time and check in the morning how much it has gone up!!

Think I might try and have it on but facing the otehrway opposite my room... maybe it wont keep me awake... but last time I tried that was before I got this money making task and was back online when I couldn't sleep due to it taunting me... Whirring every so often, reminding me it's still on!!!

Keeping you up to date.. and becoming a little OBSESSED with it!! But what the hey!??

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A review of my site testing.... And its going VERY well!!

Since wednesday, I have got one person to join my downline on tickerbar... And they ahve gained someone aswell!! So technically, have 2people!! but I need 10 people on my 1st level to gain revenue from them... and thet need to do same for their 1st level. But ov got up to $0.09 now for being online and assuming soon as gaining more people on my 1st level will gain alot more!!!
I do love finding EASY ways to EARN online!!! :-D

http://tickerbar.info/join_now.ghc?r=229894175

If you haven't read my 1st blog on this, feel free to read it and check it out for yourself... And yes its real!!! Evan though your anti-virus shows the site as a red flag... I can get onto it adn so will carry on using it till I get paid!!!

More info on earlier blog called http://babygirl85-thoughtsandfeeling.blogspot.com/2009/11/testing-new-site.html

People, I ndo delcare that I soon will gain the $90 that is needed to get payout!! Take a while but soon can happen little faster with help!!!

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I bought a toy for some fun few weeks ago... and it arrived 3days ago! Cost me £40 and was Blue which is my FAVE colour!!! But it doesnt vibrate too well... My nephews vibrating toy I got him for chrsitmas is more powerful than that!!! And it was a rabbit toy aswell....Which are the better toys... But this one sounds like it wants to do something but....... It doesnt!!! What a waste of money!!

I did the nose tickle test... And no sneeze!!

And I didnt go to Ann Summers website to get a top of the line toy! I'm going to send it back and get my money back and tell them I will go to Ann Summers where I KNOW will get a great toy!!!